Hi All.
Im just wondering if the reason I cannot focus on anything related to ideas/work/drive/ambition is due to my seating arrangement at my home work desk?
I have just noticed this horrible 'habit' (I dont know what else to call it :/ ), where I have a wonderful drive to start things/ideas, pursue them, study them, focus on them (This is not the problem).
The problem lies here: FOCUS, I will find other things that interest me and then I do the same thing pursue it, study it, have the drive to start learning or practicing etc but then I have ten things on my plate!
I get confused about what I should be focusing on and in the end I stress over all of the projects/ideas and wonder why i have so many pursuits.
I absolutely love all the things I do, I just cant seem to find one or two things I absolutely love and want to focus on.
Whats the matter with me as this is not my normal way? ARG....
The best way to describe how im feeling is this: I feel like im wading in thick mud, trying to do all the things I want to do but the mud just holds me down, slow and excruciating like I will never achieve anything.
My details are:
Birth date 12 April 1077
Female
Fire Snake
Seating situation at desk
162deg South
My back faces a solid wall
Sleeping arrangement
head faces 170deg south
I dont know what other details to give.
can anyone advise what I should do...or is this just my nature for this part of my life.