Dear Cowyaa,
Your current financial situation was caused by too many people who act like Money-parasites.
This caused by your own risk financial management. Those Money-parasites are now and in the future very strong and they are permanent in your life. They are everywhere you go; they are the bad-guys in Bazi-language.
Even you are building high Metal-walls around you, it won’t help. The predators are already within those walls.
Understand your own Fate will release your pain.
I can only see tears and sorrows in your eyes. I don’t have words to describe it; those sorrows and sadness are too intense that I am not able to recognize it.
Those sadness and sorrows in your eyes were not only caused by those money-predators but everything in your life from your career, love-life, family and especially your health.
I can write a book only about your sadness, disappointments and pain. You don’t need to hide, I can see that.
What can I recommend this year is: stay very calm and let everything go and never struggle and fight back.
All your Luck and Health had been already disturbed, please please do not make it more difficult than it already is.
I will make all my time to answer all your questions to give little sunshine in your life.
Don’t worry about my time for you; I will stay only in this thread as long as you need me.
Please ask.
Shogun