First of all, please don't mind my English. It's not my native language!
Well, I'm gonna make it short.
I first knew this guy in 2004 and we both really had feeling for each other but because of the distance so we couldn't do much about it at the time.
We met in person in 2005 before he left to military in his home country for 2 years.
While he was in military, he sent me a letter and a picture of him.
I still keep both of them now. I didn't think much about it actually until today when I was reading one forum thread.
They were talking about gifts you shouldn't give to your lovers and one on the list was a picture of yourself or your lover.
They believe that to give a photo of yourself to lover is like giving the last picture as a memory because you two have to be apart forever something like that. I really don't how to explain here lol I hope you understand what I'm trying to say.
Well, after I read about that I started to think about my case. I been keeping his picture for years and yes, we have never met again since 2005. Only email and it's like we are starting to get distant due to our lives and it's weird to say that we actually had quite a few chances to meet each other like he visited here and was going to see me but finally, couldn't make it or I was going to visit his country but finally, had to cancel flights.
I have to say that I am always agnostic about this kind of thing, don't really believe but yeah, this is weird really when i think about the picture and what's going on between he and I. I know it sounds crazy but...yeah,, I doubt really.
So I would like to hear from anyone who has same kind of experience or just anyone who wanna share your thought/advice about this.
Don't think too much. Sometime forum things can be that cruel or making other people scare but don't worry this is just a nonsense things. Just keep it on and don't give up on searching him, one for sure you will meet your lover. Maybe this is a test between you and him. The story like Chinese tales, Cowherd and Maiden. They also leave apart but every year they will meet once. Although you lot tougher than them but do remember they have been this for thousand year. Just don't give up on searching him.