It is GENG not DENG. Sorry for the confusion. Lately i been thinking a lot of my future and family. Yes stress are there but need to be strong and workout some promising for me and my family. If i fail than my family will have a hard time. Next year will be the test year for me as i will be enter the GUI and SI year which will be against my year of HAI. I will try to do more charity work and fulfilled my past karma.