I'm 1.7m. My weight can range anywhere from 54kg to 60kg depending on my mood. In 2003, I dropped out of university and started working (mundane job). Towards the end of 2006, I changed my job. Some line, different company. It was for the better.
Thank you very much for being Honest, you are indeed telling the truth.
This Chart some refer it as "the Gate between Heaven and Hell".
This is a Chart from someone who "Spiritual Intelligent". Not only you are very Magnetic attract to everybody with your Virtue Mind and Soul, you have lots of Peach Blossoms Stars, you rarely see it.
If you could keep the path of Virtue, you will later rewards of the Gods. Your DM is not for nothing " A Dragon of PURE VIRTUE".
It is also a Chart, who believe in Peace and Justice, rather fight for Justice.
Three peach Blossom Stars combine with Three Direct Officer Stars already say something about your Magnetism with men.
The only solution to balance your chart is: Relax and doing slowly, being a Lady for example. Someone with kind of chart rather hold a Samurai Swords in her hands than a book to read.
Meditation is the solution for long and healthy life, Yoga is the key for a peaceful and Lucky life.
All your Energy will focus in the middle of your body, it works over hours. It is like a V8-Super Car.
It has also side effects, it will burn out sooner than an average person.
Output aspect will also increase your Luck and health. Output is your talent, a Metal element.
The very good news is the next 30 years you are under influence of Metal and Water, both elements you do need it desperately.
I see a good future for you.
You do need just one change to make it big.
Oke, this year will be 4 Dragons in your life against just One Dog (year-pillar), sure it will a nasty year, especially in April 2012, yes next month.
At Friday 13th April 2012, just stay in bed till noon and relax the whole day read a Bazi book for example, this day between 7-9 AM, the Full Energy will turn on you. It will not wise to make big decisions that day.
This Year Earth-Energy will be activated and will be strong. You could use Feng Shui, put 80% Water in a big Pot in the location of South-East of your House or Living room.
You could refresh it after a few days and refill it. You could also put Lucky 6 Chinese Coins in that location.
Too much earth. And this year is again earth. Feeling very down and a bit suicidal. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.
Beautiful chart, beautiful you. Just a tad of clash with your XU year pillar. When 4 Dragons (2012) comes together, YIN YANG from all directions bring you to a a tip, a tip that depending on your decision(s), subsequent repercussions will be immense.
Thank you both,
For taking the time to view my chart and for the advice. I suppose I should try to take up meditation and yoga again. I used to do both quite a lot, but since this year have been feeling quite down thus haven't had the motivation to do either. Well, thanks again.
If you know what's the trend of your Luck is, you might understand your Fate.
Most of the books explain about a Clash between a Dog and in a Dragon year. As other already mentioned, it has to do with Earth-element. Earth is related to Property, or in other words, when Earth is moving means Moving out the House to different location. Some other refers it to a Changing and Challenge year.
In your Situation when Earth is overwhelm strong, it moves as a KE-SEQUENCE.
I call it shifting problems.
Yang Earth DM will Deplete Fire, Destabiliizes Metal, Oppresses Water, and Obstructs the Wood.
What does mean everything, too hard?
When the DM Earth is strong, it may afflict the Water (Wealth). The Wealth-Problem will pass it to your Resources Fire (Your Study/Mother) or your thinking process and Anxiety. The problems with your mother or Study will pass to Metal (your Output/Talent restrictions). The problem finally comes home to roost the Earth, You.
So in 2003 you couldn't finish your Uni, problems with your Study. Problems with your study is originated from Wealth, it could mean you didn't have financial to finish your study. If you didn't finish your study, means the problems with your Anxiety will shift to your Talent or Intelligent aspect.
It finally influences your state of mind, Anxiety and stress in your Day Master, especially in year 2012.
What happen to your Body when it is in a A KE-SEQUENCE?
When your Chart is in Ke-Sequence, the energy will shift to the "Control sequence".
Earth means worries, think too much or think too long.
When you worries too much, your Water-element will hurt first, your Kidney or bladder. A weak kidney or bladder you always feel miserable when you just wake up in the morning.
A weak kidney or bladder means there will not enough Water to cool your Heart down, probably high blood pressure or Diabetes. Too high pressure will hurt the Lung, asthma related illness. If the Lung is weak it can not control the Liver, head-ache and premenstrual problems. Finally it will come back to the original problem and that is your Earth or Stomach and Digested Organs.
How could you transfer it in normal language?
The first problem will be your Wealth or Water element.
In your chart the Indrect Wealth or Water - element is rooted. Although the location of the Wealth element is very exhausted by surrounded other elements, like your husband star. He will use all your money, before you can use it.
There are lots of Auspicious Direct Officer Stars, they are all hidden. Only the 7-Killing Star is appearing. It means there are lots of admirers and you will choose the wrong man as his second lover.
Let take a look in your 10 year Luck pillar is any signs to support your wealth or Water-element.
Your current 10 year luck is Metal Ox-pillar. The good news is an Ox-pillar is in Water-season.
The bad news is this Water or Wealth is under pressure by Earth elements, like half Earth-penalties (Dog and Ox), like Tripple Destruction combination of your Dragon and Ox-pillar.
All those elements will exhausted your total charts, it means there will pressure during this ten year luck, lots of Family problems.
I've been depressed on and off ever since my early twenties. I've also been prescribed anti-depressants before. My first and only suicide attempt was when I was 12. I drank half a small bottle of dettol (12 year old thinking haha), but only vomitted and had fever for a few days.
The reason why I dropped out of University in 2003 was because of depression. I'm also about to drop out of school again (I've been doing a part-time degree for the past few years), for the same reason.
My own interpretation of my bazi, is that there are too many self-punishment. And too many Bi Jian (hence lonliness). And all yang.
I feel I need a lot of wood to weaken and control my bazi. Question is, how to get the wood?
For the past few years, I've been very religious (Buddhism) and it helped with my depression. Religion is wood I think. But since this year, faith slippped and I became completely disinterested in just about everything.
I have this feeling that even if I were to commit suicide, I won't succeed because my DM is so strong. Another deterrant is also that I'm not excactly sure death is the end of things. From a Buddhist karmic point of view, there are grave implications.
I've thought of becoming a buddhist nun.. I wonder if it's indicated in my chart?
You tend to think too much(too many earth). Dragon clashes with dragon(negative thought) also make you want to destroy yourself. This dragon year make things worse. All is in your mindset. Once you clear your thought, problem will be solved. Yoya and mediation will help. Please continue. Wood might not help as you have fire in yor bazi and fire will make thing worse. My opinion is that you need output, metal.
Metal should be a better choice. You might want to place a golden rooster in your room in 113 to 127 degree. This rooster will help to change the dragon to become metal.
Your ten years luck will change for the better in 2 year time, please hang on.
Song has given you very good advice. The problem with your chart is that your present decade luck cycle of Chou Earth has released all your 3 Chen Dragon Water pot. Now your Earthly Branch has been flooded with water and raise to the top of your Ren Water. In another word your Day Master Wu is now under Water. Although Water is your favorable element but too much Water will turn against you.
In the study of I Ching this is known as the Shui San Jian which is a dangerous hexagram with the image of a destructive waterfall. So you are now in dilemma where both your forward and backward movement are difficult. These period of hardship must be passed with extreme caution.
Yes you have two Hua Gai star in your Month and Hour Pillar. A person with this star is inclined to mystical and religious studies and may end up being a monk or hermit. Having 2 may inclined you to that direction but not necessary. A person that has 3 to 4 will most likely ended as one.
You should try the cures Song has recommended you but must get the direction right and if you are staying with your family members then I will suggest that you micro it into your own room. Make sure you get the micro direction correct.
It is very brave and courage of you sharing your story with us. It is not coincidence that you ask your chart in this period of time. You do need help, please let us take a look closer of your Trinity of Life.
Your chart does indeed need special treatment. It is not just simple Feng Shui to fix or to improve it.
To deal with such kind of chart, we need to focus on the Trinity of Life.
We all know about your Heaven’s Luck, we can not anything about it. That is just a Diagnose, but we know it is coming.
If it is true, your chart is fixed with your Earth-Luck, your House and surrounding.
Bernard could able to look closer at your House and surrounding first before we could able to give some comments. I also trust in him, no worries.
One of the Man-Luck is your Qi-Luck inside your Body. That is almost been locked and blocked, your body and mind do not know what to do. Your mind is not clear.
To un-block or un-lock that Qi, you must go to the Acupuncture Specialist. He is your only hope right now. Even he suggests otherwise, be brave and convince him you do need that treatment. If he doesn’t know what to do, ask him to open the five elements Qi-ports. Without the flow of those QI-ports, all your Energy will exaggerate in the middle area of your body, especially the South-East area or the Stomach, Digested Area.
Please do not expect 10 treatments it is enough, you must combine it with Chinese Green tea, or 5 herbs tea.
Please arrange appointment in April, it is the best time to un-block your Qi-flow.
Thank you for your kind replies. Indeed, I've been contemplating on certain life-changing decisions. I might want to relocate (from singapore) to the Middle East for work. Work itself would involve a lot of travel. Would that be advisable? Is the Middle East the right place to go? Direction/elemental wise?
Dear Lang C,
Can you recommend an accupuncturist (one who might understand what you said in your post)?
Acupuncture you could find at any Chinatown, or Asian local town or suburb. You could let him feel your pulse first; an experienced Chinese Doctor will feel it immediately that your Internal Qi is not flowing well.
It is a long term discipline; you could combine it with TaiChi or something fun and good for your health.
The cheapest method is just wake up 5-7 AM having breakfast, doing just breathing technique in a park where lots of green is. Half hour a day should be enough for intensive concentration; it means long and deep breathing, feel the Qi moves around in your body.
Your Lung will help to distribute those overwhelm Earth-elements in your body.
Sometimes the most common and cheapest method will be the most effective method.
Thanks v much for the advice. Is this a way to combine wood & metal, both of which I feel I need? Why volunteer and why orphanage? Do you think the cause of my depression is karmic?
Many years ago, I worked as a teacher assistant in a special needs school, teaching autistic children. Maybe I was too young, felt I was no-good as a teacher, left the job to work in customer service. Working in customer service did me some good, because it forced me to smile, tricking my brain into thinking I'm happy.
I currently volunteer in a cat welfare society. Feeding/sterilising/fostering cats/orphaned kittens, finding them homes etc. I'm quite happy doing it though it's a huge drain on money & time.